Thursday, December 30, 2010

终于结束了
我不但没有舍不得,还很想很想快点回家
我很想妈,更想妹 :(

至于他,我也不懂是否越久越没感情
你们说的对,他有第一次就有第二次了
而这次,我没哭
因为还是觉得静静一个人也可以很好
第一次,我努力的挽留你
不过同样的事情发生太多次,我已经不在乎了

我爱他,可是不像以前了 </3

姐妹,我很希望快点回到和你们一起的生活,
再不久,我们会再见面了
很喜欢没烦恼的生活 :)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

noneed to wait 3days.
I GIVE UP YOU.

From the first till the last,
just i am the one who so stupid,
to believe what you talking.

And i said, after 3days,
i give you my answer,
honestly, in my heart my answer was YES
i want you back,
i dont care what people said.

OH FUCK YOU
Again, you tell lies.
Just the first day!
SO I WONT REGRET I GIVE UP.

GO TO HANG OUT YOU LIFE,
WITH THE FELLOW,
WILL BRING YOUR FUTURE GO TO HELL!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

我要瘦!
我一定会努力 -.-
我的他回来了,
一天一天的等,
我所做的,都没白费,
我知道到最后他是不属于我的,
可是我只想呆在他身边

我是个笨女孩,
不管外面人怎样看我,取笑我,
我也无所谓

虽然他回来,
可是我们之间的快乐已消失了

Friday, December 3, 2010

Recently,
Our relationship change to be better,
And what you told me just like a lot of misunderstand btwn us,
IS THAT REAL?

You said,
Wanna stay together after we back to college life,
Should I??

Dont give me stress when i am wrkg,
PLEASE.
Ask her DONT APPEAR please,
Walk far away, PLEASEEE!

I am hot temper,
I am jelousy,
You know this,
So ask her to get her face off around me.
Don't even talk to me or ask me anything!
Maybe its happy for her to see my DUMP face,
But did you know how bad is my feeling? FML

I wish to be back to ipoh,
altho i might cant see you,
And i believe the feeling will be better,
With all my friends around.
I need friendsssss

Iloveyou,
But I will let you go!
Whenever you want...

Monday, November 29, 2010

Thanks to someone heartless,
Giving me the cruel responses

You will understand what am i trying to say in longer and longer time ... Aww :)

Sunday, November 28, 2010

let him go let it goo..
I might done that already..! yuhoo

Friday, November 26, 2010

这样对我
你很忍心

我试着挽回我
是不要以后都后悔

可是你都把一切的都放下

我很伤心,可是也要爬起来

   也许,放弃你,
我真的办不到了
因为是真心爱你的

No more you in my life.
And now, when i saw your face,
I totally hate you.

No girls will did for you like what i did.
I HATE YOU.
I will just act like not recognize you.
Until the end of my life.

And, once again,
i have change to be more and more mature.
No matter my face or thinking.

Bye, childish erecca. :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010



终于不哭了
证明我都慢慢死心了

想远一点
虽然现在很爱你
不过你都不是我的全部

也许属于我的还在别处

我会很快好起来的
是时候放了,
什么都应该放了,
我还以为有机会和他商量那件事,
可是,看来不可能了。
独立吧,你长大了

天啊,帮我最后次吧
只要能忘记他,不再找他
我什么都愿意

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

不管再多爱你 再努力的证明 全部都没了
只都等于白费力气

我的爱 你不要
我的好 你看不到了
那算了

这次分开 真的是我的错吗
我不明白

以为 还可以一起玩糖果
以为 还可以过第二周年
以为 明年还有你陪我过生日
以为 我们已经稳定了
以为 我们真的很熟悉了
以为 我们是很爱很爱对方
甚至怎样吵,怎样闹,最后都在一起
更以为 我只会嫁给你
我们的孩子都会很可爱
男的,跟着爸爸去踢球
女的,跟着妈妈扮美美
我真的够白痴

原来全部都只有我在自做多情

不再说我爱你了 那只会让我自己更伤

如果你真的爱我 你不应该逃避
问题发生了 你应该和我一起解决 那始终是我们的事
不是你个人 或 我个人的事
我脾气差 你也是有缺点
就这样的丢我一个人 如有一天 你也遇上同样的事
你就知道那种痛 是多么的痛

已经试着 不再找你了
我相信我自己

我真的很累了
爱你真的很累

如果我信息,你不回,那也算了
就带表你要我对你死心
去找过另一个
恩,我听你话
伤,很伤
你讲的每一句。
我没忘记,
如果时间可以从来,
我希忘我们都可以很好

你走后,
我会乖。
想你时,
吃吃你带我玩的糖果。
可是都不甜了,都不甜了。

可是我很担心,
糖果一天比一天少,
我跌倒的伤口也一天比一天不痛了,
而你,我也知道一天又一天的忘记我了。

我不想都这样,
可是我会狠很的把你忘了

虽然都很辛苦,
都没什么朋友,
就因为什么都依赖你
要你拍拍睡觉,
要你背背去冲凉,
要你抱抱才起身,
要你亲亲才睡觉,
总是要跟你打打骂骂,
在你面前就像最调皮的小孩一样

没有你,很辛苦,
谁会买早餐给我吃?
谁的声音还在我耳边,
"bee,我买给你nah?"
"你这个坏蛋人真是。。"
"不能啦,你永远都是我的啊bee.."

我们都分了第五天了,
可是这些声音都偶尔会再我耳边听到,
当我起来时,却是没有你了。

这几天我都很乖,不哭了,
都笑着去做工,
都自己起身,都自己独立。

既然你都不再要我,
你都狠着说再也没有喜欢我,
我也都醒了,我会试着每一天都忘记你
我把我们的记忆都藏到心里最深的一处,
偶尔看看它们,
笑一笑 :)

林崇杰,下雨时记得想起我。
我爱你。

会等你信息,就朋友的问候就好了!
20th nov. Something goes wrong. Things happened unforeseen.
We're end.
Remember that you siad we could work it out?
But, how could you move on to the next,
Left me behind here with an imperfect life all alone.

I'll trying to let go altho sometimes, it might sometimes i heard your name and realize how much i miss you.
Altho sometimes, i"ll still cry for it.

Baby, its over, we both know,
Baby i love you, but in different way. Because i know,
I knew, you can't stay, so i won't be waiting,
Baby It's better, and i want you, to be happy,
we both understand, no point in the constant fighting,
End of the story i knew that it's gonna be hard for you and me,
Get too much, it might really really hurt.
When we break up, but we keep our memories.
Because I knew,
I'll always love you.



是不是我什么都给你
我什么都没了,你就走了
我很伤,很伤
对不起,我爱你
ERECCA!!!
我求求你!醒一醒!!
不要再找他了好吗?
不要再问别人关于他的好吗?
不要再去打听他的事情好吗?
如果再这样,你怎么放的下??

你们是永远都不可能的了!
是永远!!!!!

我几时才能放得下?
我到底再担心他什么?
在乎他什么?

你要记得,
那一次,他怎样对你!
就连跪着求他不要,他也没有落一滴泪,
而你呢?
哭成像什么? 像什么?

他有体会到你的心有多痛吗?

要记得,无论怎样,
多喜欢多爱都好,忘记好吗??
不要再理他的东西了!!!
求求你 求求你 醒一醒

Tuesday, November 23, 2010




BYE

The smile that on my face for you will be dissapear.
Good Luck to both of you
20-11-2010. 11:55pm.
Bee, we're end.
No one right and no one wrong in this.
I admit.
My attitude is like bull shit. yea.
But you know i have change a lot because of you.
Just 1month we training, and you cant endure to find others.
This is what you are.

Iloveyou, but in different way,
Because I am awake,
I knew,
You can't stay, so I won't be waiting anymore.

Hope you will keep our memories.
It is really full with sweet for me.
For you, I dont know.

Iloveyou, but i knew we are impossible anymore.
So, bye for all this. One and half year.

Anyways, i knew you will be more happy without me.
And i really hope you both dont appear in front of me anymore.
You are stranger for me now, but iloveyou.
Although I let you play. :)

end right.bye

Saturday, November 20, 2010

我的任性,就夺走了我的所有
宝贝,我都试过和你分,
可是当你哄回我,我还不是再给你机会一起吗?

为什么?为什么?
我连续哭了三个星期,求你不要找她,可是你做不到?

昨天,在楼梯那里,
我甚至跪下求你,你还是那么忍心?

你知道当我知道她要搬去你家住时,
我几伤心?我很担心,真的很担心