I found the way that let you leave

I never really had it coming

I cant believe the sight of you

I want you to stay away from my heart :'(

I dont wantt .. !

                                                                                                                      

                              Please,please~ I wish god can lend me a study mood now..

                              I dont wanttt to failed restaurant management this subject..

                              Pray for me if you know i am going to take my exam later okay ?

                              How good if now i can hear you wish me  " Good Luck " ..

                              Even just give me a encourage message )': ?

                              Like the year that I am sitting for my spm.

                              Did you remember that ?

                              You say I have change since break with you.

                              You ask me to change back be a good student like the first you meet.

                              Aww. Can you please appear in front of me and just give a

                                bright smile to me ?

                              Can you Can you Can you ??

                              Qei satt Ngo dou yii gar dou hou MM SEH DAK lei   )':

Supposed I should holding books on my hand now.

To do my restaurant management revision and prepare for tomorrow exam.

But, I have no mood to study. I cant memorize at all. Will I failed this subject?

Why am I sitting here to write blog? And not studying..？

Its because I fucking miss you. You Know?

I HATE YOU JAMES OOI YEW CHEONG..!

Why you are the one always appear on my mind.. ?

I hate this feeling u know? I try to control myself dont think.

But I cant !

Why you dont bring away everything of you go away from me ?

Why you wanna treat me bad enough?

I know you deliberately to ignore me. I know.

Izzit wrong that I love you? NO right.

I didnt wrong. You Know?

Can you count the number of tears that I dropped because of you in this two years？

Yes, I am stupid. I know.

No matter how, Can you dont treat me so ruthless ?

I know I am stupid enough to love you !

I believe in this world no one will give me ruthless response like you.

I got a caring boyfriend and much more perfect than you !

But why my heart is going through your direction ?

Even my brain thinking you non-stop ??

I hate myself. Really.. !